Finally I actually have the mood to go on tumblr. I’ve been so busy in the office by the time i reach home i’m too lazy to touch anything. My brain feels so over strain right now too much thinking about Idk. I wish I could just take a long paid holiday! Man I miss school holidays, you don’t need to work and you get allowance from parents. You practicably get anything you want without hearing the word ”use your own money la” or ” i only sponsor half you come out with rest” <—- even if i hear this word, I kira happy suda now a days i need a really good negotiation to convince my mom to even come out with half of the money i need to buy something. Occasionally I still get cash like during birthdays or Chinese new year or maybe Christmas… but after I’ve officially been signed sealed delivered I doubt I get cash during these even anymore especially CNY. I miss being a Kid :(
Kids always want to grow up and grown ups always want to be kid. When your’re 15 you can’t wait to be 17 and get your drivers license… Then you get your drivers license become the driver and wish you could be the passenger again. When your’re 17 you just can’t wait to be 18 be legal and drink in clubs without getting caught without having any curfew.
When you turn 40 you just want to be 15 again…eat whatever you want whenever you want, run your life without ever needing to go for bot-ox or apply those anti-aging or worry about saggy skin.
I don’t know why my post sound so depressing.. I guess I’m just not ready to grow up grow old and die or maybe i’m depress cause it’s only the middle of the month and i’m already broke or maybe i just need to get away from labuan. Idk pergi mamam dulu…
